Scarecrow

There is a part of that song that goes like this: "It breaks my skin but never mind the shape I am in, I'll keep you safe tonight".
There it is the fear, the anguish and the reality, because not all of us are born to be promised. Some have to promise, learn and fail. Sometimes we bet and win in the crazy scenario where all that is worthless is sold as a bargain, because we find what we are looking for where none stops to look.
It's interesting to live by a code that escapes the rational and expected way of living. But once you breathe the independence and see and feel the world ahead instead on the top of your head, a hidden mechanism explodes and it becomes impossible to stop it, to don't hear its call.
There comes a time when it becomes necessary to decide, to stop leaving everything for tomorrow like if 24 hours were gonna put you out of the mess. And when that moment comes, the light it brings can be blinding, requiring all the braveness you have left to face it after so many denials. There is nothing but the vision of yourself in a well known, long and winding road, restless but tired, scare less but full of fear.
Still, the determination to bring and build up security around you in a faithless world full of destruction, it's bigger than anything else. So, there is no doubt and the goodbye that yesterday seemed so painful it's suddenly easy, natural...It brings the beginning, the revolution, the separation from the ideal that I thought it was real.