Brave heart

Crazy under control, but loosing it slowly.
It's a curious thing that in the last few days I received several propositions from the "weak" sex.
It's quite tempting ladies...I am flattered but sorry to dissapoint you: Contrary to what common sense dictates as the right thing to do in oppossition to the natural law of reproduction (for which sexual intercourse with male beings is no longer required), I have to sadly, though not regretfully, decline your offer . And yes, I know I don't know what I am missing but, what can I say? I am quite selfish in giving orgasms to people who really knows what it feels like to have one.
uhm...No to exploration into the wild side for me any more. I had all that before and, either my imagination is quite broad, or it wasn't as wild as I expected it to be.
Still, I completelly support you selling the product to possible buyers. At the end of the day this is a free country and offer is quite poor nowdays, so who knows... Since everything is produced by discourse, or so many people thinks (I am still debating that statement with myself), nothing is fixed any longer, and we are all subjects of change, of slef definition and self will. Nature doesn't rule us. Biology doesn't determine our desires, so let's say that maybe one day, luckyly for both of us, we will slide away, leaving all behind.
As Peter Pan would put it: Nunca digas nunca jamas. In the adult version.
Peter always contradicts my search for fixed values.
Since my friend's baby is soon about to be born, I feel the urge to find more people compromised with the solidity of thought, people who doesn't exclude particularities but who condemns radicality. I am happy that I'm not the one responsible for the education of this child. Though I am.
Despite my serious doubts and anxieties, I've got the feeling he's gonna love this world. Specially if my friend is going to bed every night listening to "Exile on Main St" as I told her to do (I am certain she's not doing that, since all her energy is focused in making his boyfriend watch National Geographic documnetaries about women giving birth... mmmmm....ouch...It has to be a hormonal thing, because scientific curiosity and female revenge was never so cruel towards male's resistence of suffering)
This child is gonna love this world because, despite my stupid doubts and fears, I know he will find a meaning to it amongst all the possibilities and varieties of truth.
...This is a crazy world, and it takes a crazy and a brave heart to bring a human being into it.
And that, despite downs and doubts, should make me feel optimistic.